Alone

Being alone are one of the most unbearable things in the world that you have to go through in life..I have my share of story of being alone. it felt like it was the end of me..just there alone thinking you could be doing something better..something useful to yourself, family, community,the world but instead you sat there all alone in an empty room doing nothing...well in my case, I am  alone right here right now. It wasn't the situation that I like the most. To tell you the truth, I only had a couple of mates and I don't make much friends...it sounds depressing...I know..but I like it..in a way coz I can have some space..

Its not like that I  don't like to talk to people..I do talk and "socialize" if you like to call it but sometimes people need space right? that's me..my brother always told me that "you're definitely  not a people person, go and make friends will ya?!"

Yup that's what you get when you have a douche-bag brother..well whatever it si I'm all good doing things alone..It kinda felt good when you have a little space to yourself you know..

Midnight Magic

My ex once told me that me that "magical" things happen through the night. Wonder what that meant. She said it was a special coz when everybody was sleeping it felt like amazing things about to unveiled itself. Dont know what she meant by that. Guess thats why I broke up with her. LUNATIC.

But, I realised her crazy words might be true. Maybe there is actually something amazing happening when we were asleep. I dont know it may sound nuts but what if it is magic. Dont know  why Im saying this..maybe its just because i'm very tired and drowsy but Im afriad if I closed my eyes I would miss it..And I dont wanna miss out..staying up was the best solution

And so I did..

And it was...the single most STUPIDEST thing that i had ever done...What was I thinking searching for a miracle to happen..it was a stupid idea..As I was getting ready to go to bed..I saw a light shining bright from the skyline. I maybe imagining things but I was certain this was real..It was like a UFO-like aircraft..I was searching for  my phone but alas I was too late..Dammit hope that wasnt a dream though.

I tried to picture it in my mind everyday..every single day..people wont belive me if I say it out loud though..it maybe a helicopter or plane or Harry Potter's flying car..but I dont care Iknow it was real and that matters.. 

"....."

Its almost 12:00 and I'm still awake..cant sleep as my drowsiness fades away. I decided to blog..seems that it has been a while since the last time I've blogged..kinda think of it I haven't blog since the last August actually..I think that's my last post..not sure why I'm doing it now..maybe it boredom..I don't know.

actually typing "..." after each sentences kinda felt annoying..If anybody's reading this, well sorry about that. from now on I'm going to type like a normal person would do.starting.....NOW...NAAHH... still going to do it..

Natasha II

We texted everyday..mostly she was the one doing all the talking while I just listened to her rambling about her life, friends, teacher and her mum..I was a good listener because I always give response..After a year, she picked up certain Malaysian words such as 'nasi lemak', 'kucing','selamat pagi'..it was funny to see a Malay girl talk in Malay weirdly..It's like she's not even Malay ..I always laughed when she tried so hard to speak in Malay with my friends with her American accent..but she hates it when I do that..After about a year and a half in Malaysia, it was time for her family to move back to America..her father got a job in the University of Minnesota..I was really sad because we've got along so well..she cried and texted me before she left..I tried not to feel sad to see her go but we promised to keep in touch with each other..But after I've finished elementary school and started high school, we rarely text..Life changes and she changes but in a good way..I wish her the best of luck..

Natasha

I know..I know..NO, she's not my girlfriend..she's just a friend so let's just drop it okay..It all started when we were young..I was 12 years old and she was 12..and a half..anyway, we first met when my mum and I visited her parent's house because my mum and her mum are close friends..when  we first met, the first thing that I thought was that this dowdy little girl standing in front of me is quite shy..she had brown creamy skin and silky, black, shining hair..I thought that she is not  interested in talking to me so I keep quiet while both of our mothers keep chatting..after several meetings, we begin to talk and get to know each other..remember how I said that Natasha was really shy, well I  was wrong..she's talkative and one of the things that suprised me at first was that she can't speak Malay really well..she was born in USA..Conneticut, I think..Her father works there as a lecturer at the University Of Conneticut..can you imagine a Malay girl can't speak Malay..I can imagine how thousands of Malay including myself cant speak English but this girl is special..so we talked in English although my English weren't that good but she seemed to understand what I'm saying..Meeting her everyday made us close...we became best friends because of that..

TED

TED..I know what you're thinking and no TED is not a person..TED stands for Technology Entertainment Design..it is a global sets of conference and the events are held in Europe, U.S, and Asia..Wide range of topics are address within the research and practice of science and culture.. speakers are given 18 minutes to present their ideas in the most innovative and creative way..I was surprised that Bill Clinton, Bill Gates, Google founder Larry Page and Sergey Brin had  also presented their ideas through TED..this was amazing..There is a website for TED where people can watch the presentation of various ideas from scientist, engineer and  astronomer.. One of the coolest thing that I found out in TED is the presentation of an idea by Marco Tempest..He is Swiss magician presenting an idea about the magic of truth and lies by using three Ipods...

What is happening in Syria?

I'm very curious about what is happening in Syria..I'm not the kind of person that always watch the news so I wanted to get to know more about it..After I have done my research about it I have learn that the peaceful country of Syria is now corrupted and is a victim of a devastating war...I was surprised by the number of people that were killed in the past two years in Syria..It was 10000 people..How could this happen? Here is why..It all started two years ago when Syrians in the southern border city of Deraa took to the streets in protests against the arrest and mistreatment of youth caught posting anti-government graffiti at their school.The government responded to the protests with what has been described as a brutal crackdown. When video of the crackdown spread, so did the protests...