Alone

Being alone are one of the most unbearable things in the world that you have to go through in life..I have my share of story of being alone. it felt like it was the end of me..just there alone thinking you could be doing something better..something useful to yourself, family, community,the world but instead you sat there all alone in an empty room doing nothing...well in my case, I am  alone right here right now. It wasn't the situation that I like the most. To tell you the truth, I only had a couple of mates and I don't make much friends...it sounds depressing...I know..but I like it..in a way coz I can have some space..

Its not like that I  don't like to talk to people..I do talk and "socialize" if you like to call it but sometimes people need space right? that's me..my brother always told me that "you're definitely  not a people person, go and make friends will ya?!"

Yup that's what you get when you have a douche-bag brother..well whatever it si I'm all good doing things alone..It kinda felt good when you have a little space to yourself you know..

Midnight Magic

My ex once told me that me that "magical" things happen through the night. Wonder what that meant. She said it was a special coz when everybody was sleeping it felt like amazing things about to unveiled itself. Dont know what she meant by that. Guess thats why I broke up with her. LUNATIC.

But, I realised her crazy words might be true. Maybe there is actually something amazing happening when we were asleep. I dont know it may sound nuts but what if it is magic. Dont know  why Im saying this..maybe its just because i'm very tired and drowsy but Im afriad if I closed my eyes I would miss it..And I dont wanna miss out..staying up was the best solution

And so I did..

And it was...the single most STUPIDEST thing that i had ever done...What was I thinking searching for a miracle to happen..it was a stupid idea..As I was getting ready to go to bed..I saw a light shining bright from the skyline. I maybe imagining things but I was certain this was real..It was like a UFO-like aircraft..I was searching for  my phone but alas I was too late..Dammit hope that wasnt a dream though.

I tried to picture it in my mind everyday..every single day..people wont belive me if I say it out loud though..it maybe a helicopter or plane or Harry Potter's flying car..but I dont care Iknow it was real and that matters.. 

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Its almost 12:00 and I'm still awake..cant sleep as my drowsiness fades away. I decided to blog..seems that it has been a while since the last time I've blogged..kinda think of it I haven't blog since the last August actually..I think that's my last post..not sure why I'm doing it now..maybe it boredom..I don't know.

actually typing "..." after each sentences kinda felt annoying..If anybody's reading this, well sorry about that. from now on I'm going to type like a normal person would do.starting.....NOW...NAAHH... still going to do it..